From:Tiffany H






Yeah...not a very good weekend. To recap first I get disk badly by a guy I actually though was a great guy, end up being a jerk in which there for I became bitter and angry and my blood sugar rose. Then that same morning, Tuesday I almost have a break through which causes me to freak out and I call the police, and now I don't feel safe to sleep with the lights off, besides the fact that it's hard to sleep with that damn bright light I loose hours of sleep, waking up and going back to sleep, yeah still causes the blood sugar to be high, then I have to deal with my bitchy mom mood when I'm trying to order some stuff online, half for school and half for Christmas presents when one of the things I order doesn't go through correctly and I end up having to call their stupid company that can't even help, until recently we found out it didn't go through at all, dumb-asses, so now I have to reorder, just leave it till I get home for Thanksgiving. Anyway today was no different than the other monotone bad days, I was expecting a package today since my mom force me order an alarm system and after hours upon hours with the person on the phone who was selling us the alarm system I was to sign and get it today, I saw the UPS truck thinking yay my package is here and I can finally get lunch, it was around one and all I have was breakfast which was a long time ago, so part of it is my fault I will admit because I didn't look at the description to see if it was really mind but not all it is my fault, most of it goes to the UPS guy, he just gave it to me, didn't even ask to sign it or if I'm that person that name on the package you know, so how i found out was when my neighbor comes knocking on my door asking if there was a package for her, if I hadn't check I would have never known from my neighbor that Fed-ex had deliver and left a door tag for my package that i miss while I was going to go get lunch, though the reason why I'm angry is because I wish the company that I order the alarm says would have told me that Fed-Ex was delivering, cause I believe it was UPS. besides that they don't ring my doorbell when they come to deliver they only knock on the front door which isn't my door so how am I suppose to know if I was there and they had deliver or if i had really miss them while getting lunch. GRRRR today just not my day and this week has been a roller coaster, a roller coaster that has made my blood sugar rise high, all this frustration and stress isn't good for me and this is something I try to avoid, but I guess life wants me to die young what can I say?